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I think in my small life sometimes,
what is it all for?

There is nothing for me really
What is my joy?

It is not even giving anymore because they have taken the ability of that away from me, ha ha.

Yes I laugh at it because there is noting left to do.

I am a sad man when I consider it.

I am a sad man when I see me in the mirror when i shave on the rear occasions.

I used to shaved daily but is seems so useless now I rather not waste the razor for I will need to replace it, and where or where will the money come from other than that woman who has been loving me since the time I have , well you know then……..
yes I have had the drink but what else is there for I am alone once again but how can I be angry about it.

Most of it, hmmm all of it is my fault if i walk from the beginning of it all, ha ha no but it might as well be because if not i would be blaming Adam and he has enough on his shoulders with eve and all of that, ha ha

Ehhhhhh the circle continues and there is no real resolution, until, well yeah, there will be no resolution.

They try to tell you that there is a resolution but there is no such thing because we are made of things that are so far beyond is that we cannot even consider it. ha ha. ya the ha ha again because it is so very beyond us.

I come to you become there is nothing else and I don’t believe in you. I believe in something more that myself and you are the closest one that will accept me, so here I am.

I considered GOD, but found only god some time ago with my uncle who was a preacher in Myrtle Baptist Church in Louisiana. He worked with me as a mother’s brother would with her son, and I believed what I could but it all seemed so ridiculous. I did try but there never seemed to be a reality to it because the world continued to present it’s self as I pretended to be a deacon. So what did I do. As an early teen i took advantaged of my position and bedded every women in the name of “god” that I could. “AND I watched men in the church I new do the same thing”.

“blessings unto you”



What is that velvet?

What is that velvet?

I had cleaned the kitchen and the vacuum was calling my name. There were a few
rooms that needed attention from both of us. I wasn’t tired this morning. I rested well and I sat with my sweety for a half hour this morning per usual. That is a time of day I enjoy. It’s so new and neither of us has had time to have anything happen that has pissed us off yet or disappointed us. Its my favorite time of day.

Oh gotta pee brb
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Hello all. I have decided to do something different for a while. Perhaps it will be for about an hour and I will get bored with it. I don’t think so though. I think this will stick. Why? Well I will tell you why.

I love to think,
I love to write,
and I absolutely love to talk about interesting things.
So that’s why I think it will stick.

Now why it might not stick….lol
I get bored quickly and my mind wonders like crazy.
I could be working on a project and get thrown into the oblivion of
a new idea quicker than you can say “boo”

So here goes.

The first installation of “Inside my head”

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